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2011-06-20T23:11:00.001+08:00

Officially Dead.

Nothing remain, nothing stays.

2011-04-14T00:51:00.004+08:00

Do you really think, you've really given in at all? I tired my best. I behaved like a 小男人, do you even know how much it hurts myself? I've given up my pride, & my everything just for you. Do you even feel it? Have you even really go & think about how you've treated me? How much I loved you? I'm really hurt this time. I did change, but for the better. What about you? You gain ego when ever I keep quiet. Do you ever thought about how I felt, when you scolded me? I'm sorry that I scolded you, but do you? You're still the same, you just think you're right. & everything should go with you. You know how hurt it feels when you ruined me like a piece of shit? Which you mean totally? You won't even take the few seconds to think how I feel. Maybe with the few seconds, you'll think better, & everything will be better. I want to tell you what I want, but, it's be too much, I already told you that I won't interfere with your own life. & upon saying that, I'm down. I really need you a lot, not even a min I can stop thinking about you. But do you? Studies... it's important, to you, I know it's worth giving me up for anything. Cause I'm worth like nothing now. I bet you know how it feels when you feel that your heart is at your throat. & yes, I'm feeling it now. I'm bursting into tears just for you. But I know you're worth. Just because I love you. I wish you can understand, if you need your own life, I won't interfere. But I can tell you, my life is all about you. Not a single thing that doesn't concern you. You're the motto that keeps me working. Without you, I'm seriously going down down down... I don't want to leave in this state any longer. I beg you, if you really love me, think the best ways to keep us stronger together please...

Nothing remains, nothing stays.

2010-11-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

Just 3 months ago, I realise how important you're. & 3 months later, I realise everything was so fake. We were so sweet before, but not anymore. Everything is starting to change, me, you, & even our relationship. I'm speechless.

人,真的是要跌到了后才知道什么是痛,

2010-08-19T03:55:00.008+08:00

Girlf, I'm sorry about how I was last time. I ain't how I used to be anymore. I realise how important you're to me. It seems like I can't be without you already. Really, I'm going berserk when ever I miss you just too much. I've been over protective to you recently. I know you're getting a bit pissed off by it. It's not that I don't trust you. I'm just worried. You know? I really don't like it when somebody tries to get close to you or what. I'm really afraid... I'm just taking extra precaution instead of giving just a silk of chances. I don't want to risk. ]: You're not something I'll use to gamble. You're not ordinary, not gem, not 'lala'. You're my life, my heart. I know you need your own personal time. & I'm like, not giving you the time you need. Just keep on nagging. There's a lot I wish that you'd understand. Maybe, not now, but I hope, in the future. My mind is just spinning when ever I can't see you, I can't hear you. Or I'm alone. That's why, I can't sleep... I'm suffering from insomnia.

Girl, it's not easy walking so far. It's going to be 9th months soon. I wish we can just go on like that all the way, not letting each other go. Not letting each other down. Now, I wish to tell you this, 你最珍贵. Nobody can compare with you. I know this love will last. Right baby? Tell me, I'm right please.

My promises, My honor.
I won't leave you.
I'll plan well & think for our future.
Be a good boy & not like last time, act like an adult.
Never quarrel again.
Be frank & honest to each other.
Never going to leave each other.
Trust every words & everything of you.
To be continue,

You're all that I ever wanted,

2010-08-10T05:40:00.005+08:00

This is my pretty baby. Recently, something really made me feel that she's so important to me. & it made me learn how to cherish & love someone. I really learned. I can't live without her now. She's in the 1st priority now. Baby, I wish you feel the same too. I've made those promise to you, yesterday. I'll ensure I'll do that. & I hope, you'll do what you promised me too. Really. I really don't know what I'll be if any more quarrels happen. I really hope, no conflicts will happen again. Just like the start of this relationship, so peaceful & sweet. I've loved you for 8 months, & the time is ticking every sec. & the love is going on longer & longer. I'm very happy. Really. Never had I felt this way. Forever, you'll be mine. 8 months, 8 years, 800 years! (: I love you. I need your existence in my heart. Thanks for everything you've done for me. I'm now satisfy with what I've now & what I'm now, & I hope you feel the same way too. We'll last. With a 101% sure with my life, as you're my life. Thanks baby, 011209.

Gina ah Gina, time to grow up already uh. I know that you're going through the parts of difficult obstacles in your life, which is love. But you got to know. It's just the start, you won't know where it ends until you really find someone you can trust, you can toss everything to him. & he's willing to give up everything for you. Stop hurting yourself for a guy who broke your heart. There's always better guys out there. Somehow, you'll meet one. (: You say that nobody dote you? I'm here. I dote you like my own sister. From the start, once I realize how important your sister is, I've already treat you like my own sister. & I'm glad you're calling me your "kor kor". All the while. (: & remember, don't always skip school or keep going out.

Sim(s), Jonathan Lim, Apple Poon & Joeleen Ong.
I'm blessed to have you guys around me. Really. (: Since year 2009. I know all of you. I've never regretted going so close to all of you. Really, you guys really are the best of the best. I love all of you. You guys really are the pearls in those "Lala". :D Haha, cause you guys are so impossible to find. Thanks for everything.

Jonathan Sim, you're getting your tagging tomorrow. Good luck. (: Must be a 好人 from now on. Haha. I'm always here when you need my ears. (: & Good luck with Joeleen. :D Don't always quarrel la!

Amelia Sim, feel good after you recover? Haha, you better don't so rude to my 干妈 hor! Year end coming already, study hard. Jiayou. (:

Jonathan Lim, 1 year in hostel will pass fast. Will try my best to meet up with you whenever you get your home-leave. Don't make troubles inside hor. I WARN YOU.

2010-07-20T06:55:00.000+08:00

I ♥ my girlf.

2010-07-01T06:00:00.001+08:00

Wahaha the hacker is back~ Ernest is a pig ~ OinkOink Neh Neh Ni Poo Poo~
Happy 7th month to u two~
Jas lurb lurb Ernest~

Life is so fucked up,

2010-06-23T01:54:00.002+08:00

Not going to interview tomorrow. Since Junjie isn't going. Got to find another. I think going out to look for 1 is more efficient. Hasn't gone out for a very long time. Like ages, jokes. I want to go clubbing! Hasn't went one for a long time.
Anyway, my life is fucking rotting. I need new life. Seriously.

2010-06-18T22:00:00.002+08:00

Love Love Loveee,

Here i am, hacking my dearest boyf. blog just like what JON SIM did. :D
Alright, i am still awaiting for my boyf. to update his dead blog.
And w tons of my prettypretty pictures! :D

Dear, i know that i haven't been accompany you much these few days.
Don't worry alright, will be meeting you tml for sure!
You're just like a dream that became so true that i've never had once.
I love you for who you are, boyf!
Muamua~ :D I've hacked enough huh?
Have updated my blog, not much things written but the photos you requested. :D
Hao lah, byebye. :D

Human beings,

2010-06-17T01:50:00.005+08:00

Chatting with Yuanjie on msn right now. Kind of glad to see him changing. He's going to lasering off his tattoo on his hands. I don't know why. Seems influenced by him changing. Even thought, I still have the mind set of putting just one tattoo behind my back. I'm still impressed by people around me. People are changing. Just keep on changing. Well, I don't change. Still that old piece of shit.

Well, will be going for another interview next week I suppose. Will be working with Junjie. Hope I'll stay long in there. I don't want to rot at home anymore. Seriously boring. -.- Unless I've games online to play. But NO! Making my life rot. Disaster.
I'll stop here.
Till then,

2010-06-15T05:29:00.002+08:00

im a hacker wahahaha~
on behalf of this noob owner i shall help him post abit...
everyday dota & maple thats his new life :X
Ernest is a pig~im so hungry quickly wake up :(
Ernest: lurb lurb jaslyn lots hahaha

Happy 6th Month Anniversary!

2010-06-01T03:05:00.002+08:00

Happy 6th Month Anniversary Girlf!
This picture chio boh?! Happy boh?! ^^ Ahaha, you know it isn't easy to stay together for 6 months. Like you said, ups & downs. Wasn't easy to conquer. But well, we made it. (: & not only 6 months, there's still 6 years & 60 years! 600 years, & 6000 years! WAHAHA! I love you. ^^

Night cats,

2010-05-27T05:27:00.003+08:00

Like wow only! Woke up at 8PM today. Suck a dick & die lol. How the fuck I go for jobs hunting. -.- Well, doubt I'll be sleeping today. I MUST GO FOR JOB HUNTING! & yea, I'll be meeting girlf too. & will also be going to grandma's house to stay over. :D
Anyway, spent another day infront of laptop again. -.- No life to the max. Didn't had much things to do anyway. Just played games & facebook-ing. Boring life indeed. I need night lifes & night outs! :D I'd love that!

Laziness,

2010-05-26T05:33:00.003+08:00

Day for night. Totally epic! Well, been so lazy to blog.
So... yea! I'll try to blog as often as possible. ;)

Girlf, I know you dislike this picture. But I love it! AHAHA! ^^v

Well, didn't manage to go out this few days. Day were night. Sucked up lol. Unhealthy life style. -.- Will sleep later & try to wake up by 1pm! In-order to go for job hunting. :\

Wtf lol. 8am already. Still haven't sleep. Alrights, will be updating tonight. Bye all!

Pixels Sucks!

2010-04-28T17:32:00.002+08:00

Well, hasn't been posting. Got addicted to pixels world. -.- Too addicted. Wtf man. Now, I must get rip of this habit. Freak man. So addicted to it with, Girlf, Jon & Nigel. Crap! Now, I must settle down & find a job. & at the same time. Revise more often. I want to study! I want A1 for my maths this time. :D
Alright, just finished a game of dota. Should be heading out at 9pm. To Taman Green & study abit. (: & I'll try to keep this blog alive. More people tagggg please. ):

Suddenly, I felt like I'm such a bad boyf....

My Pretty Girlf,

2010-04-07T07:59:00.003+08:00

Baby ah! Never go school today again. -.- Ask you sleep early always tell me not sleepy! See lah, now still haven't up. Shittttt you! I miss you, you know?! You're sleeping like a pig atm. & your prepaid is out. Can't call you & receive your msg. ): Saddddd! Hope your dad helps you sign a contract for new line. :D Well, continue later! Be right back!

Disturbia,

2010-04-06T05:17:00.005+08:00

Shit head! I'm hibernating. -.- Wtf. I slept for like 16 hours or less a day. :\ Shit man... ): I really want a job. But I'm lazy to find? -.- Work & study at the same time. O: Got to work hard. MONEY! $.$
Anyway, pass few days was like so packed. This week. I'm very free! Anyone wants to meet?! Text me. :D & Sorry ah Johnathon Sim! LOL. Overslept too much on Sunday. -.- Damn shit. I don't know what to post already. :\ Goooooodnight guys!

/Edited :
Visit http://wearetheworldfoundation.org/. :D Donate if you can. I'm finding my ways to donate! :D

God Bless,

2010-03-31T07:06:00.005+08:00

God Bless Jonathan & Amelia for their up-coming Court. ): & also Charis.
Don't wish to see anything happening to them. Pray hard for you guys. & If you guys get the 2nd chance, must be goodboy like me now. :/ To be frank, I'm a bit worried for Jon. Cause his case is rather serious. His court will be postponed for few times I suppose. Same as mine the last time. Well, no matter what. Goodluck you two. (L)

Happy Advance 4th Month Annivesary Girlf! (1St Of April 2010)
We came throught ups & downs. & look how far we've gone. You know, 4 months isn't short, & it isn't really long too. But, we're able to mantain our love throughout this 4 months, I've really happy about it. (: & I apologise for not giving in to you at times. Cause my temper isn't very good recently. & during your birthday & our 3rd month, we didn't really had a joyful celebration. I ruined it up. So... I'm sorry. ): & I LOVE YOU! :D

Ohya, & I'm looking forward on the Friday. Will be meeting loads of people. & this few days, I'm so busy! Jobs hunting! :X

& Sister, text me when you're free next week! :D

Missing,

2010-03-08T15:36:00.004+08:00

Well, I'm coming to blogging. (: Well, didn't have much happening recently. Just spent most of my time at home. Didn't really went out. Kind of sucks. I spent all my money, & I don't have to single cents left. Got to find a job. Really I've to. But I'm lazy to find? Seriously. I'm not asking money from my mum. For a month already. Have been using my own money for a month already. Independent already. Somehow, all this times at home. I'm either on phone with girlf, or I'd be using laptop & play private servers. Rotting at home. -.- & Mum would start to nag & nag everyday. I find her having some problems? She just keeps on scolding for nothing. Well, I ain't really mad at her. Just that, when I started to have the mindset of studying for Private N's. Yet she just kept on scolding me & saying for what I study when the 1st place is that she asked me to take Private N's? Weird mum I've. Shalln't eleborate much!
Sorry girlf, that I ruined your birthday & our 3rd anniversary. ): Real sorry. About it. Well, I miss my sisters & brothers. Drifted from most of them. Get back to me asap! & Are you still angry with me? Jiejie? (: Hope you know who you're. Till then, bye!

Happy Chinese New Year, Happy Valentine. [;

2010-02-18T02:01:00.002+08:00

Hah! Already a dead blog, nobody is going to view! :p
Well, loads happened during this Febuary! I was hospitalized on the start. After, it's Chinese New Year. New Year crashed with Valentine! So suckish! Didn't manage to have a Valentine celebration with Girlf. How sad, just went to NorthPoint for a walk. Most shops are closed. -.- I brought Famous Amos for her. Lol. :/ But, had a Valentine dinner with her on Wednesday. Which cost 50 bucks lol! 2 person eating so much. -.- But something cool is that, I eat loads of stuff recently. During reunion dinner, we'd steamboat. I sat there for like an hour or more just kept on eating. Not talking lol. I'm growing fat sooner or later. :p!
Ohya, met Ahjon & Merryl on Wednesday. Went Yishun Safra. Pathetic lol, we went in Fruit Machine. Fooled around inside. -.- I'll go there & play soon! (: && too bad, didn't manage to play pool as the tables were fully loaded & Ahjon & Merryl got to go home for dinner. Well, next time brothers! :D Will go your house to fool around soon. :D

Girlf came finding me all this while! I wasn't allow to go out often due to my sicknes. But they're alright now. So glad, all the while! Even when I'm at Jurong. She comes without whining! & she wasted loads of money coming to find me too. Everytime she comes, she cabs home. :/ Really got to thank her for being there for me all this while. (: What a wonderful girlf I've! I love you. (:

Love medicine, (:

2010-01-31T22:50:00.002+08:00

I'm down on fever once again. Taking like 8 medicines a day. Bad sore throat, irritating nose block & an annoying headache. ): I'm dying. Wasn't able to sleep well for today. I just wake up everytime I closes my up. For like 30minutes per wake up? From 10pm till 7am. & I kept on sweating. Even in the air-conditional room. This stupid sore throat is causing me to have difficulties in breathing. Nose block, & so I got to breath throught my mouth. & worst still, in an hour without water. I'll hop up & start looking for water. Can't even sleep in peace. ): Hope I get well from all this sickness. Seriously, been 2 - 3 weeks already. I'd enough...

I'm so weak!

2010-01-25T02:19:00.001+08:00

Fever came back few days ago. Most illness are going off. (: I'm feeling much better each day.

Anyway, on Saturday, girlf came over my house, most of my family members were there too. & mum keep joking on me like as if it's my 1st time having a girlf. & she keeps saying that she's going to be a grandma. LOL. Pathetic. :/

On Sunday, went out with younger brother & uncle to bottle-tree. I did nothing but just baby-sitting them. -.- Watching them catch those small guppies. Had freaking loads of fun & the fish they caught is like, omg, damn alot lol. -.- After that, headed home & played private server until mum's heading back to Jurong. Well... nothing much happened this few days. & I'm feeling hot again! Fever don't seems to get off me... ):

Promises made tonight,

2010-01-22T02:20:00.003+08:00

Look here! 1st time seen my baby edited her photo until like that! Damn nice sia. :P Went down woodlands in the afternoon today. Had some h2h chat with girlf when slacking around. Hope things will go as the way that we said. :/ 1030pm, girlf accompanied me to bus-stop. :D Bus-ed 178 home. Slept all the way for fucking sake LOL. & ended up at Jurong point. -.- How stupid. Hah, was on phone with girlf otw home. But half way, due to the noise the bus made. I told her I'll text her when I reached home. Ended up, when I reached home. She'd already fall asleep? Haha, must be very tried. :X Sleep tight tonight. & remember to go to school tomorrow! (:
{ Girlf, don't disappoint me again. I love you! :D }

Anyway, tomorrow should be going down Yishun, outside AI, to meet jiejie & co! Real sorry, that I said I'll come down & find you guys often. But I didn't. I've my reasons. :/ & I hope you guys understand my difficulties too. :/ Real sorry! C'ya guys tomorrow!

/Edited:
Paiseh! Overslept. :/ Sorry! ):

Sick!

2010-01-18T04:26:00.002+08:00

Past few days, quite alot of things happened. Went out everyday. -.- Trouble just came when I doesn't want it. So annoying sometimes, I think. But can't blame it. I got some fucked up attitude. Sorry brothers & sisters, didn't have time to go find you all this week. Due to my illness & some stupid problems happening. Really sorry...

Well, down on fever. -.- 40.5 degree I last taken it. I think I'm feeling much better already. Damn it man, too many sickness coming at onces. Really torturing. -.- I didn't have enough sleep for many days. & I make my sleeping circle hardcore. :/ Hope I get well soon. ): I'm bloody making myself sweat by wearing 3 layers of top. -.-

Anyway! Anybody in need of cash? Anybody does betting on soccer? Leave me a message here!
{ Lastly, girlf is damn sweet! I love her! }

We went deeper,

2010-01-09T02:30:00.002+08:00

Alrights, got to update blog already. Hah, have been running around this few days. Finding jobs, meet girlf etc. I missed 1 interview. Cause I'd overslept. & yeah, still job-less. :/
Oh well, met Waichung & co today. Finally he's out. Had loads of fun today. ^^ Played Bball with them at woodlands too! :D Girlf came & meet me when I'm with them too. & just nice. When she's on her way. It rain-ed. -.- Bryan went off 1st. After awhile, all slacked & chatted. Weird weird stuff starting to come out. LOL. Not long after the chat, we parted.

Went dinner with girlf at CausewayPoint at Ya Kun Kaya Toast. Totally awesome! Only for the Soft-boiled egg. (: I love them ttm! Ahahaha! Ohya, don't think I'll put tattoos already bah. Since most of my friends all sick of tattoos. See them one by one regret. A bit worried that I'll regret too. & I'll even get screwed by some people.Especially my mum & grandma. :X Hah. Then I've to just enjoy life uh! :D Something girlf should be happy about, I'd spent loads of time with her this week. :D
{ & Lastly, I love girlf! } (L)

Up-coming change, Vampire red bleaching on my hair & rebonding of my fringe & side-burns.
& Contact lens? Maybe. :D

Hello Everybody. (:

2010-01-04T01:57:00.003+08:00

Spent around 2 hours changing blogskins. :/
Oh rights, school is re-opening tomorrow. Hell, yeah! But too bad, I got no schools to go to. :X Will be looking for jobs tomorrow. You know, it's boring. But no choice. Can't possibly rot at home. For god sake, I need to earn my own living cause I'm not schooling anymore. -.- Will have lesser time to meet up with friends. That's something sad. :/ Oh well, they've their studies to handle & still, there'll be times I'll meet-up with them. (: