Nothing remain, nothing stays.

Do you really think, you've really given in at all? I tired my best. I behaved like a 小男人, do you even know how much it hurts myself? I've given up my pride, & my everything just for you. Do you even feel it? Have you even really go & think about how you've treated me? How much I loved you? I'm really hurt this time. I did change, but for the better. What about you? You gain ego when ever I keep quiet. Do you ever thought about how I felt, when you scolded me? I'm sorry that I scolded you, but do you? You're still the same, you just think you're right. & everything should go with you. You know how hurt it feels when you ruined me like a piece of shit? Which you mean totally? You won't even take the few seconds to think how I feel. Maybe with the few seconds, you'll think better, & everything will be better. I want to tell you what I want, but, it's be too much, I already told you that I won't interfere with your own life. & upon saying that, I'm down. I really need you a lot, not even a min I can stop thinking about you. But do you? Studies... it's important, to you, I know it's worth giving me up for anything. Cause I'm worth like nothing now. I bet you know how it feels when you feel that your heart is at your throat. & yes, I'm feeling it now. I'm bursting into tears just for you. But I know you're worth. Just because I love you. I wish you can understand, if you need your own life, I won't interfere. But I can tell you, my life is all about you. Not a single thing that doesn't concern you. You're the motto that keeps me working. Without you, I'm seriously going down down down... I don't want to leave in this state any longer. I beg you, if you really love me, think the best ways to keep us stronger together please...